I quit drinking about a month ago. I’ve been t-total sober ever since. I really want one so badly right NOW. This is probably the first evening since I quit where I have been seriously considering opening up a bottle of wine. I don’t know why this feeling has come over me all of a sudden. Good thing its late here and I soon shall be going to bed. I shall not be touching a drop. 
What was the point of this post?
I’m not really sure to be honest. I just felt like sharing how I felt at just gone 11pm on a Thursday night. I feel better just for having this written down somewhere, if you get what I mean. Its like its not trapped inside of me, I have let it out. Acknowledging to myself that I am winning this struggle. The body craves because I am starving it of what it thinks it wants. Hopefully it will give up soon, my mind controls my body. That probably doesn’t make sense either…
